While the time I painted this work.
I made a same dream every night.
I dreamed I was standing central in a lake shrouded by fog.
It was a beautiful lake, covered with duckweed, and few white lotus.
The cold water was rising, slowly flooded over my cheek.
My cheek was scalding.
Then gradually cold,
Ultimately As cold as ice.
Virtually, I got a heavy disease around that days. The symptoms of the disease is unusually high fever and I canít help but shiver all the time. I kept mutter and felt extremely cold.
I had kinds of hallucinations, such as I walk in the snow mountain or the shallow pond like this piece. I remember My Mom coming, worrying and staying with me.
In my dream, The fog lake is not deep. The shallow ponds I know that the surface of water on my head is not too high. I just need to open my eyes and stand up, will be able to breathe.
But I canít.
It is interesting because that days, it was really broiling summer in the beginning of August. Unbearably hot to peoples . It was really strange while others sweating, I
Wrapped in blankets need more heat.
After eating a lot of drugs. I healed in about one or two weeks.
But I will never forget that feeling.
In my dream, I dreamed a lots of symbols, such as the pattern on the card. Something like rose. Like the around appeared. Birds flying in the water, Across with blisters They want to crash out of the lake.
I canít open my eyes but I can see, my mind or dream in my dream directly appear on the card. Then all around disintegrated and began to change.